Every week, on the Lord's day, a Eucharistic minister pays
my family a visit to enable my mother to receive Holy Communion despite her
temporary inability to go out and attend Holy Mass in church. My mother had
been hospitalized in 2015 for a heart ailment, and though declared well enough
to be discharged after a couple of weeks, her doctor was emphatic about
limiting physical exertion and avoiding all sources of stress. This warranted
significant adjustments on her lifestyle, including doing away with trips to
the nearby church – on Sundays and any day for that matter. As any Catholic
faithful knows, being deprived of the Eucharist all of a sudden is akin to
going on a hunger strike when one has been accustomed to taking three squares a
day. One simply becomes weaker in the spiritual sense when the soul isn’t
nourished by the Lord in the Eucharist. Hence, my mother’s reception of Holy
Communion was soon worked out after making arrangements with the parish in our
community.
The weekly visits by the Eucharistic minister have been
going on for four months now, and while one may fall into momentarily taking
them for granted, the implication of those few minutes that Brother Gil – the
Eucharistic minister -- spends with us is not lost to me. They may be brief –
not more than 10 or 15 minutes each time – but who is timing when one realizes
Who really enters the gate, is carried up the few steps toward the front door
and waits patiently to be received into a soul ready for such an important
Guest?
One Sunday, as Brother Gil walked into the living room and
cheerfully greeted my mother, I felt somewhat overwhelmed. “I should’ve done
some dusting… straightened the throw pillows, smoothened the upholstery…” I quietly
lamented, chiding myself for forgetting the details of preparing for the
arrival of a Special Guest. In that
moment, I had been mulling over the fact that instead of my mother and I making
the effort to approach Jesus in His house, it was God coming to us and entering
our home. Those moments were immensely humbling, and at the same time also very
reassuring – reassuring of God’s love for us to the point of being willing to
approach us in those times we are unable to go to Him. Who would not want to
cultivate and continually nourish a relationship with such a Person, when He
obviously knows how to love? And who wouldn’t want to be friends with Someone
like that? At this thought I am reminded of a point that I always find
encouraging; it’s from the book Jesus as Friend: Meditations by Salvatore
Canals:
“You and I know by experience
how much good a good friendship can do someone: it helps him behave better, it
brings him closer to God, it keeps him away from evil. And if a good friendship
links us not just to a good man but to a saint, the good effects of that kind
of life are multiplied: contact and conversation with a holy person will leave
us with something of his holiness: cum sanctis, sanctus eris! if you mix
with saints, you will be a saint yourself.
Well then: think what can happen
if you become close friends of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist: think of the deep
impression that can make on your soul. You will have Jesus as a Friend, Jesus
will be your Friend. He – perfect God and perfect Man – who was born and worked
and wept; who has stayed in the Eucharist; who suffered and died for us!”
Last week my mother and I attended Sunday Mass in church again for the first time in many months. Her
health has improved significantly; she has ditched the wheelchair for some time
now and is comfortable walking slowly – and over short distances – with the aid
of her cane. This Sunday instead of the Lord “making the trip” to our home, we
will be going to His house, taking part in the Liturgy, worshipping with the
community, and approaching the altar to receive Him in the Holy Eucharist. For
a long time it was He approaching us, and from time to time we, sadly, took
this act of love for granted. Fortunately, such instances are temporary;
apparently, hunger for the Lord eventually overpowers everything else. Perhaps
one merely needs to experience being deprived of that which truly feeds the
soul and quenches our thirst, to keep on seeking it. As the Most Rev. Robert
Barron, DD, said during the recent International Eucharistic Congress in Cebu City,
“We have to remember what is like to starve for the Bread of Life.”
Memories of starvation of this
sort are things I would gladly hold on to. For remembering the hunger seems to
be what drives us to keep seeking the Lord in the Eucharist with fervor.